if i never see your face again ...

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Boring

=OOO ~~~
HOlIDAY COMING SOON
WHO WANNA HANG OUT XD
kidding !~
SPM
IS
VERY
VERY
VERY

NEAR !!!!! WTF WTF ~
xD
very boring...
someone find me sms ?
very no mood AR ~!~!

Today mood ...
Normal but moody

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Thursday, July 29, 2010

Everything changed =)

yooooo ~ back to my dead blogg~
its seems like everything had changed ya....
its make me belive that ....
''forever is nothing''
Thanks to all my ''friends'' =P
boring days....
what can i do ya....
study?
arghhhh~~~
btw..
new phone =D...
nice nice...
but i use it always...4000+ msg in a month...lol =O
i miss those day D : ...
that no longer return
aww.................
thats all for now .....=D......
- by3 -

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Thursday, April 8, 2010

..hmm..~

i already dunno what to do..
i hurt when noe that....
i am not gud enough...
but still ............
why there are so many problems...
i hate myself...i sometime just hate everything...
Tears are dropping out....my heart.....dead.....
I miss u so much =(

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Friday, March 12, 2010

sometime...just want to forget everything
but still i just cant ....
Feel im useless sometime...
stupid ==''...
i always just not good enough...
hmm...i say it out is a wrong choice??...
if not ...it just never happen....
..
i forget how to smile? =) ?...
erm..
hate myself !!=( ..
hmm..this song nice ..not bad ..
..hmm~
thats all for the short post =/
will update soon
不屑 :
事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

就让我伪装我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟著你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见
瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血
悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念
自我安慰

就让我伪装我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟著你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年
如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许我们有一天会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

Saturday, March 6, 2010

hmm....~

>.<...wow...hmm~ left my blog for so many weeks ..
haha ps ps ~
was reli bz ==''.....moral project , peka , bla bla bla ...aiks T_T....
OMg ..now i realise i havent done my Chemistry peka ! ..monday want use ler ><...
haizz....
erm... nowadays addicted to facebook game ==''
Bored..~~
my phone now very quiet tim.....
when i dint find anyone...they reli wont find me ? ><...
hmm.....realise myself so UNimportant =)
but ..luckily...still got ..''some'' who still care bout me =P !
...i bought a new simcard ? 017 gehh..LOL..
erm...
.my feeling now is just ........sad? ..dunno..peace? maybe? ....
hmm.....
maybe listen to some sad music? ...
next monday...perlantikan pengawas perabot =='
dunno why ...i feel ..not proud =.=''
hahaha.....do so many things for school....pengetua make our meeting room smaller...
fk fk fk ..our bigger room gv those prefect..wat they did?
stupid saujana !
I just feel soooo unfair...zzzz...
haihs....
...i miss someone badly =( ...
hmm....
''Maybe'' and ''Dunno''.... =/
thats all for my post ..going fb game..
Cya !

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Thursday, February 11, 2010

arghh...my day..

Today whole day very boring la...
i want cny come faster ar.....
after skul then went to kasturi tuition =( ...
2.30 pm till 6.20 pm...sit there soooo sienn..
feel sleepy laa =/
aikss T_T...
i want try to update my blog more often lur.....
now my mum call me do hw ==''' ....i hv no mood..
i want dota ...=( ! .
siennn ~~
tmr going to cut hair... >.<.....
i dun want get caught but i dun want my hair too short =( !!
siienn !!
cny arr !! cOME FASTER LAAAa
b4 i die =x .....CHOII =x !! LOLLL
boredd seii o ......
aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ROLLER ON CNY ~~ I NEED MONEY $$$ !! hehehe...evil laugh =x
valentine day ...no meaning to me? XD LOLL lalalala ~ ^^
I GOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT HOMEWORK !!
SAVE ME !!

=) !!
love my frensss ~~
countdown to CNY and valentine day
3days !!!

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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

9th february 2010

^^.....whatever i hope is just you ~

爱原来很容易,就是把你轻轻放在心里;爱原来不容易,就是无法走进你的心里。

看见你的笑是世上最幸福的;看见你的泪是世上最回味的;看见你的怒是世上最难忘的;但看不到你的信息却是世上最可怜的。

你是我最简单的快乐,也是我最彻底的哭泣。

你的忧伤我愿分担,你的快乐我想分享,你的思想我都明白,你的纤体我会呵护,给我机会,我会珍惜。

the hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.

Today... ~
hmm...
a moody dayyy ~
morning go school then bio...omg la...
gv alot alot peka nid to copy.....
I stil have alot things nid copy de homework ar....=[ !!
hmm...Chinese test > ''ming ju'' ..noe so little only >.20 ar.....
sien sei..
after school skip house practice go to cyber cafe..
aiks..regret...better go home and play ~
reached home around 5 ....
argh....
freaking moody =(...
but who understand la...
i am always alone de ler ~
Cny coming !! who wanted to out !!~~
I want roller ~ hang out and alot alot!~
who want out with me !! ^^ !!



COUNT DOWN :
6 more days ..to chinese new year and oso valentine ..
^^....
wish you happy always =)

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What happened isfated... at 1:50 AM
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